Bright Skies

The grey clouds of my two-month depressive episode have rolled away! I thought this day would never come that I could feel relief. Depression is such a weight that I would not wish on anyone. It keeps you clouded and blocks you off from the world. It is so hard being around things that areContinue reading “Bright Skies”

Hello Old Friend

Hi Old Friend, Wow. It’s been a while since I spoke to you. You randomly came into my mind today, and I thought it would only be fair to reach out to you. I want you to know that I am not mad at you. I do not hate you. I still love you, andContinue reading “Hello Old Friend”

The Rough Seas are Ending

I decided that I had enough crying, and I wanted to speak to my Heavenly spirits to see what directions I needed to go. The cards I pulled fit, but I still felt hurt and anxious. As I was shuffling my cards to put them away, The Six of Swords jumped out of the deckContinue reading “The Rough Seas are Ending”

The Chariot Reversed

I recently got into tarot cards. When I was younger and fully invested in organized religion, I thought tarot cards and their readings were “ungodly” (poor little Ari). Tonight I decided to pull cards because I am trying to figure out where I need to focus my attention. I have been out of work forContinue reading “The Chariot Reversed”

The Storm of Tears

I sobbed today during therapy. I just felt so overwhelmed that I couldn’t help but cry. It has been so hard not being where I want to be in life. Please don’t get me wrong; I am thankful for everything I have, but I want a little more comfort. It hurts so much thinking thatContinue reading “The Storm of Tears”

2022 Rules

Listen up 2022! You just got here, so I need you to play nice, okay? I have some pointers, so you know how to handle yourself around me. 1. Do not bring up past issues. 2. Stay consistent. 3. Stay in the moment. 4. If you cannot get it done today, chill. We still haveContinue reading “2022 Rules”

Hello Goodbye 2021

Hi 2021, I want to say that you really made me work this year mentally. I honestly cannot believe that I am still standing. I was hard on myself, and I almost felt that it wasn’t a purpose for me. But thankfully, I had my angels on Earth and in Heaven to comfort me. 2021Continue reading “Hello Goodbye 2021”

A December Love #22

This is my last letter to my husband. Thank you all for joining me on this journey. I hope you enjoyed reading about my love. Hey Hun, We made it another year. Four years to be exact. This year has been a year. We dealt with many ups and downs, but through it, all ourContinue reading “A December Love #22”

A December Love #20

Dear Hun, Being next to you is everything to me. In a world that changes every day, I am happy our love can stand firm. I know that this is selfish, but I want you to myself forever. You handle my love like treasure. You have the biggest heart I know. And not to makeContinue reading “A December Love #20”

A December Love #19

Hun, I used to say that I wish I had met you sooner because we would be together loner, but the timing worked out. I needed time to understand what I wanted. I needed time to fix things to ensure that I did not put past relationship issues on you. I needed to find myself.Continue reading “A December Love #19”