A December Love #6

Dear Husband, I never thought that soulmates were a thing until I met you. I thought that only the Hallmark Channel could develop a love like that. But here we are. You can sense when I am down before I can utter a word. You know how to love me without me showing you. WhenContinue reading “A December Love #6”

A December Love #5

“In all the world, there is no heart for me like yours. In all the world, there is no love for you like mine” -Maya Angelou   Hun,   I am happy to call you my husband. I never felt this connection with anyone. All I can feel is butterflies when you touch me. OnContinue reading “A December Love #5”

A December Love #2

Hey Love, To be your wife is such an amazing ride. We laugh, we share fears, and we grow. And when there are moments where we struggle, we remind each other of the reason why we got married, and those storms roll away. No marriage is perfect, but ours is a perfect fit. You makeContinue reading “A December Love #2”

A December Love #1

My 4th wedding anniversary is coming up on December 22nd, and what would be a great way to celebrate it by writing a love letter each day to my husband? So that is what I am doing! Here it goes: Honey, From the first day we shared space, I knew I loved you. The wayContinue reading “A December Love #1”

Baby Come Soon

I held a baby Friday, and my anxiety went haywire. Will I ever have a baby? Will I feel that feeling of holding my own baby? Every day I see my chances for having a baby slowly fade away. I know there will be a few of you who will say, “it will happen oneContinue reading “Baby Come Soon”

Looking through His Lens

“You look nice,” “You look good.” These are a couple of phrases; my husband tells me when I wear something that blows him away. And although it is nice to hear, my anxiety will not allow me to see it. I wish that every time I see myself, I could say those phrases to myself.Continue reading “Looking through His Lens”

The Love I Want

Hun, can we talk for a moment? I know that you love me, but I want to see more. I want more adventure. I want more off the cuff. I want to be knocked off my feet. I want you to love me like you did when you first realize how much you love me.Continue reading “The Love I Want”

Release

Someone asked me what do you need to release? Here’s my list: I need to release fear I need to release anger I need to release regret I need to release shame I need to release losing friendships I need to release pain I need to release bitterness I need to release the idea ofContinue reading “Release”

Dear Mama

Mama, I just want to thank you. Thank you for accepting the role of my mother. I know I am not the easiest to deal with, but you handle it with grace. Thank you for knowing just when to call to talk me off the bridge. Thank you for the encouraging words even when IContinue reading “Dear Mama”

The Happiest Ever

I’ve been feeling down for a while due to the sun setting at 4 PM, on top of just being Bipolar and anxious. I decided that I did not want to be down anymore, so I started watching my wedding video. If I had to pick a day that I felt the happiest, my weddingContinue reading “The Happiest Ever”